Monday 18 February 2013

My Bio

Born in Zimbabwe the 8th of december 1979, moved to Italy shortly after at the age of 1 where i ended up living with my Family for the next 14 years or so. Came from humble beginnings ,yet fortunate enough to grow up surrounded by my 3 brothers.(Giovanni Adriano & Silvano) always led a life with little if no indoctrination of any sort, my parents(Annabelle & Armando) did not impose any religion believes and grew up with my Father having little tolerance for 
ignorance. 
I have most of my life relied on common sense and reason ,have been an Atheist and a skeptical never believed in ghosts and always found my self backing Science over Religion.
Yet there were a few instances in my life where i would question everything !
More than once i would have these day dreams that would describe in full detail event's that had yet to unfold,  and i don't mean No Dejavu, i mean literally precognitive daydreams that would occur a day or so after , bizarre as it may seem i once at the age of 15 recall daydreaming that Paolo, a waiter from the restaurant that i worked in ,would come into to the kitchen and throw me a can of Coke, sealed but empty , and it happened exactly as i had foreseen it the 
following day , i once had a nightmare about my brother having a car crash and called him the next day only to find out that it had happened .(fortunately he was fine)
Never believed in Destiny ,in the soul,in the afterlife,in astrology,never had faith, but over the 
last few years a series of events led me to search for answers .

24 July 2014
It really has been a while since I last wrote, 
only found last year by chance "The Secret" an amazing Video that I was recommended to watch , "i will have to remember to add it to the list of vids" ,it has made soo much sense of most of the things that have happened to me over the course of my life.
The secret states that our basic emotions are signals that tell us what is to come and if we control our emotions we can control our universe and existence , and it teaches u that you control ur emotions with your thoughts ,it was mind blowing at first because in essence it was saying that your thoughts become a reality ! So , we're my premonitions as a youngster the cause of what was about to manifest?, i watch the secret on the way to work listen to it sometimes while I go to bed and tried to pick up on any clue that would help me further understand how the "law of attraction" worked .
At first kind of scanned every thought I had wishing for things and noticed that many had happened , I tried to better understand if what I thought were premonitions had any link with the law of attraction , once analysed my past the Fun began , there is nothing Kooler that witnessing a coincidence happen, 
have u ever purchased a car or really wanted one and all of the sudden u can c that model everywhere.
I now pay more attention to my thoughts and remember them when they manifest,
The more I seem to flirt with this law the faster things seem to manifest ,  
It's funny, I obviously been trying to win the lottery and just to put the secret to the test I daydream of winning 100.000.000 on the euro millions , I sure won't say its a coincidence.
I can't wait . Meanwhile it humours me from time to time with coincidences , I love it the most when they manifest them selfs in less than 2 days ;)
They are so silly , and yet to c a pointless thought that u randomly had during ur day come to life before ur eyes ,always makes laugh and reassures me that I have won the lottery !
I would say that I'm a thinker almost borderline paranoid as I sometimes waste my thoughts reminiscing about the past or of debates I may have had that day, I think about my future the past and my present, I pretend at times that If I was in charge , the world would be a better place , I think of my family a lot and worry from time to time ,I dream of leaving my mark , I tinker with ideas and concepts I have , I will one day prove perpetual motion ,I would love to become an expert in physics ,I want to work for my self not others,I think of a shit load of things and this movie has just reminded me of who I was and how to turn back the clock.
I would say that now after a good six months 20 percent of my thoughts actually happen shortly after and the number increases as things I thought manifest after a longer period of time , in most cases I think that those that perhaps are not as forced but more of a simple question I may have asked my self tend to be the most frequent to happen.
I have been working at this shitty restaurant now for over 13 months and I've always served these marzipan birthday tag ,messages  that we put on cakes , wondering if anyone had ever tasted any and taken a bite out of it,
Not even two days later and a lady took a byte as hummed ;)
Always at the shitty restaurant where I spend most of my day I was wondering why the saffron 
Risotto we served for the last year had no visible red saffron stems , it just had this orange uniform colour, two days later it appeared with the red stems and it has been like that since.
We'll I just love my coincidences so much !I'm glad I have finally started documenting them ,and can't wait for the day that I will  jott down I won the lotto!
It has happened a few times now that I have thought of someone I thought I would never see again only to bumb into them by pure "chance".analysing how I came to bump into them helps me understand of what the secret may require of u at times, that day I gave a colleague a left and when asked to go in for a drink I accepted rather that dismissing the invite (as I prob would of in the past) and shortly after bumped into ...
I come to believe that the fastest way it can interact directly with us is with our thoughts ,
But some things have happened so fast that that coincidence would of happened even if I wouldn't of thought of it so there's a fine line between seeing what's going to happen and making things happen because I thought them, and as I don't know how to differentiate between the two I'm am slowly trying to prevent bad thoughts from entering and when they do to use them to prevent bad things from happening.
I once discussed with the mrs that perhaps we should join road side assistance in case the car broke down,two days later I was driving to work, it was raining and almost every electrical part of the car was on , phone charger stereo , car lights, and for no apparent reason a though was planted in my mind that there could of been dust in the air con and that if I were to blow the air at maximum power it would clear the air ducts from dust , we'll it ended up blowing my alternator and the car broke down,if only I had joined two days prior ,if only I had followed my "instincts" ..